All I feel for you is emptiness. Everything I once felt is blown away, your behavior towards me afterwards, it disgusts me. The fact that you repeatedly says things, then you do the exact opposite. But it shows just how bad you are, if you dont improve yourself then you will be the one who will be left alone over and over. Im thinking of the times I was going to leave you, sure for the wrong reasons, but think if I was the one who was first. It wouldnt change the pain I feel inside my heart but I could have been first.